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【散文随笔】父亲的诗

FABURIQI:2019-03-18    LIULANCISHU:13580

      这是足足过了两年,我才意识到父亲已经离我远去。当我乘坐大巴,在乡间的柏油路上周转,当窗外的斜阳在我眼前织出一个橙色的傍晚,当路边的林木隐隐地开始发着细细的嫩芽,当村庄的烟囱开始缓缓升起炊烟,当早春的傍晚开始变得清晰又模糊。我靠在窗户上,想着两年前的无数年岁,我和父亲走在乡间的小路上,我跟在父亲后面,一路蹦蹦跳跳。父亲说:丫头,我们回家吃饭了。我说好。

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